my family is back safe and sound. syukur Alhamdulillah. i couldnt sleep anticipating their arrival. i didnt fetch them at the airport. first aunt did. i jz waited at home. and the first voice i heard wishing Assalamualaikum at the door was Didi's, my darling brother. i jerked up from my temporary slumber, shaking the sleep off myself. once again my house is filled with life. it feels so good to look into my mom's face once again. and give my bald brother a bear hug and kiss his cheeks. i may not realise it the whole month. but i miss my family.


my haji- squared father [hahaha] is still as dominating as ever. i still hate it. but he didnt bother me much this morning. he just puffed 3 malboros, sebok2 abit and then he's off to bed. my brother's asleep too. mum hasn't had her satisfying nap yet.


im at home today. decided to take the day off [with the permission of my project mates] to help around the house. been doing their laundry. later gona help them unpack.


im stuck with the song 'For All Time' by Soluna. Simon helped me download it from his ailing laptop. been listening to it over and over again since yesterday.

*~*~*
You've been the first in my life
Who has ever made me feel this way
And I will not deny
I'm gonna need you right here
By my side

Baby, I can wait (come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away (by holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late (see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can wait (until the day I hear you say)

[CHORUS]
You are mine
There's no other one for me
Keep in mind
You make my life complete
And tonight
We'll make love endlessly
Cuz you're mine
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time

Now that you're here, boy
I'm never gonna let you go
Can I touch you there, oh
Do you mind if we kiss real slow
You're my everything
You're my hopes and dreams
Baby, you know it ain't no lie
I'm gonna be with you till the day I die

Baby, I can wait (come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away (holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late (see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can wait (no no, til the day I hear you say)

[CHORUS]

You're the one that lights my fire
You're the one that keeps me strong
You're the one that I depend on
When my world is goin' wrong
You're the one that I hold closer
You're the man I'm dreaming of
And I really really love you
I just want you to know that

[CHORUS 2X]

I can't wait till the day I hear you say
You're the one that I need
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time